In Limbo

Limbo

Limbo is a state of uncertainty.

Without searching, I found you,
Like how the air meets my lungs.
No hesitation, I welcomed you,
And gave you this golden ticket.
But don’t you worry, I’m fine.

No day was ordinary,
No story was untold,
No topic was boring,
No single “feels” was kept.
But don’t you worry, I’m fine.

Everyday conversations and greetings
Your words always lighten things up.
The cheers and the promises,
Made me felt secured and loved.
But don’t you worry, I’m fine.

Your intentions, back then, clear and pure.
Yet you asked nothing in return.
I believed nothing was wrong,
But I lost myself from keeping you mine.
But don’t you worry, I’m fine.

Brave or coward, I spoke,
Asking for what I called “Assurance”
For certainty of this precious friendship.
Why then do I find myself uncertain?
But don’t you worry, I’m fine.

How can I be selfish all this time?
After causing you such pain,
Fear of losing you crept in,
It hurts, I couldn’t ask you to stay.
But don’t you worry, I’m fine.

You said, you will be fine
This was never really a goodbye
You just need to rebuild yourself
I will be fine, won’t I? I hope so.
Floating in this limbo, I closed my eyes.

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