It nearly drive me crazy seeing a friend, being online at the same time, even crossing on each other’s eyes but acting like we never knew each other. Like all the laughter, the sorrow, the victories, the deepest secrets shared, every moment spent together and even those times we thought of each other was NOTHING.
But after all that happened, I still believe that God has a great plan for the both of us. I’m not sure what’s His plan. Whether we will stay this way forever or we’ll be reconciled, I don’t know, but I am sure that whatever it maybe, it is the BEST EVER! I am so excited as God continues to unfold His plans for my life and ministry.
Am I sad because this happened? Yes, I was.
How about now?
No, because today I am learning
to trust and depend on God with every part of me, with no reservation,
to find joy in everything that I do
to enjoy every second I have with every person I met
to focus on what really matters
to wait on God’s timing, especially with love
and to value my relationship with the Lord above anything else.
As I think of it now, I lost someone I love and very dear to me but I found myself in the everlasting arms of my Heavenly Father, my #1 Pursuer, my friend, my protector, my Savior, my Lord, my lover from the very beginning, He who still loves me NO MATTER WHAT, and my everything – God!
Thank you Jesus!!