The Box of Subconscious

They say it was only part of the subconscious
It was nothing but a trick of my playful mind
In which I have no access nor can I explain this process.

Last night, I tried so hard, remembering joyfully
“Us” in a place I could control, but I chose not to
Doing so will only reveal the fact that “us” wasn’t right.

Wiping out the fogs of illusion, everything is clear
There was no “us,” nor there will ever be, because
You’re forever trapped in the box of the subconscious.